Tank's Empty
All I can even ask is who am I? I feel so empty. There is nothing inside. The outside is all happy and smiling and full of 'I would love to helps' but there's nothing in. When people ask how you are, 99% of the time it is just conversation. No one really cares. I literally cannot remember the last time I actually had something of interest to say or have a conversation about. Best case, I get a grunt and a pick up the phone. Worst case is I am speaking to air. I feel my mouth moving, I hear my words, but there is absolutely no substance there. I'm like a chihuahua. Yap Yap. Why don't I learn to just stop. It makes zero difference. Conversations go much better when I just listen. Obviously I need to work on that skill. There is no reason to try and relate. Then I interrupt. Stop thinking about the next thing you will be saying. Just actually listen. Then maybe you can come up ...